Download or read book The Crossdresser s Secret written by Brian O'Doherty and published by National Geographic Books. This book was released on 2013-09-06 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The eighteenth century was an era of violent contrasts and radical change, intellectual brilliance and war, spies and diplomatic intrigue, elegance and cruelty. One of the century's most mysterious figures was the Chevalier d'Eon, who lived as both man and woman, French spy and European celebrity. Written from the perspective of this historical figure, the novel by Brian O'Doherty—artist and author of, among others, the critical milestone Inside the White Cube and the Booker Prize–shortlisted The Deposition of Father McGreevy—reveals d'Eon's radical modernity, certified by his attitudes to gender and his examination of his own nature. He ponders the social determinants of sexual identity and studies the manners and conventions governing discourse between the sexes. At the same time, as diplomat and spy, he is involved in the power politics of nations. The novel holds close to historical facts and reproduces some of d'Eon's comments as recorded in his voluminous journals. Apparently his life did not become real to him until he had rehearsed it in writing.

Download or read book Confessions of a Secret Crossdresser written by Lucy Jayne and published by . This book was released on 2021-01-21 with total page 219 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: My life as a secret sissy crossdresser. I always dreamed of meeting a woman who might understand what I did and even be a part of Lucy's life and help me become a proper sissy and feminize me, all in secret of course. Someone who wouldn't mind if I dressed up whenever I wanted and someone who would go shopping for women's clothes and underwear....for me. "Be careful what you wish for" as my dreams came true...... find out how it all eventually unraveled in the book. This book is a true account of my life and hiding my secret cross-dressing. I started dressing up as a girl, in private when I was around 15 years old and many years later, still dressing up in sexy underwear, dresses and high heels. I write about my life and how I coped with the emotions of being a closet cross-dresser as a teenager and how I hid it away from all my friends and family and how I coped with it going into adult life. I find wearing women's clothes very exciting and dressing up for me, was a type of escapism and a go-to place where Lucy could switch off from the outside world. I would dress up as sexy as I could and learned how to put makeup on, and I would take photos and video myself. I loved wearing satin basques with stockings and the highest heels possible, it made me feel amazing. Fancy dress outfits were a big favourite too, along with tight bodycon type dresses and long-haired wigs. This exciting self-penned and self-published true account of being a crossdresser is written in a very matter of fact style. It contains details and activities of a naughty nature and goes into some of my experiences. Some I'm proud of and others I'm not but either way, 'guaranteed' to make you hot under the collar and other places too! Hopefully, this book will act as some kind of a guide to other crossdressers or transvestites who are going through or have been through a range of emotions from being on an all-time high to fighting with their inner demons. It might just help the reader to accept what they do behind closed doors, is okay and it might be more normal than we all think.

Download or read book Living with Crossdressing written by Savannah Hauk and published by . This book was released on 2017-09 with total page 291 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A look into the minds of non-transitioning crossdressers and the women who love them

Download or read book 7 Secrets of Successful Crossdressers written by Lacey Leigh and published by . This book was released on 2003-09-01 with total page 160 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: An upbeat and positive look at how the public perception of crossdressing, a largely misinterpreted expression of gender identity, can be improved through a pleasant, positive, and personal example.Crossdressers are encouraged to develop a sense of pride in how they present themselves in order to correct the false and unflattering stereotypes through increased visibility and affirming attitudes.

Download or read book The Male Crossdresser written by GMSEED and published by GMSEED. This book was released on 2022-01-06 with total page 101 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This non-fiction book takes a look at crossdressing / transvestism and specifically the male to female crossdresser. The book is not a self-help guide of how to pass as a woman or a "My journey as a crossdresser" diary but instead a collection of short sections on the role of crossdressing in the 2020s.

Download or read book My Husband Betty written by Helen Boyd and published by Seal Press. This book was released on 2003-12-23 with total page 304 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: My Husband Betty is the first book to explore the relationships of crossdressing men and their female partners. Known traditionally as transvestites, men like Helen Boyd's husband are starting to come out and win the respect of friends, family, and society - even if their behavior still baffles mental health professionals and the crossdressers themselves. Boyd explains the "taxonomy" of the transgendered, the distinct societies within the transgendered community, the effects of the closet, sexuality, and the issues faced by the wives and girlfriends of crossdressing men. Helen's own experience is at the heart of this book, her story complemented and contradicted by interviews with crossdressers, drag queens, "tranny chasers," and other transgendered couples.

Download or read book Crossing Lucy written by Lucy Jayne and published by . This book was released on 2020-12-07 with total page 218 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: An autobiography, written by Lucy Jayne about her life and secretly crossdressing behind closed doors and wishing for a soul mate to share it with and who'd understand what it was like to have a kinky sexual addiction. This book is a true account of my life and hiding my secret crossdressing for sexual pleasure. I write about my life and how I coped with the emotions of being a closet crossdresser as a teenager and how I hid it away from all my friends and family and how I coped with it going into adult life. I started dressing up as a girl, in private when I was around 15 years old and many years later, still dressing up in sexy underwear, dresses and high heels. By anyone's' standards, I was a normal boy into normal male things, and as an adult male, I'm still into male and macho activities, but still like to don a tight dress and stiletto heels at the weekend. I grew up in a family with my parents and three sisters and lead a regular life. My father worked away a lot and I was around females most of the time. I tell my true-life story of the ups and downs of having a kinky cross dressing secret and how I managed to 'borrow' women's clothes and makeup. I even had some unexpected help along the way which I wasn't prepared for! Dressing up for me, was a sexual type of escapism and a go-to place where Lucy could switch off from the outside world. I found it very exciting and very sexual the feeling of tight underwear around my torso and high heels hugging my feet. I still loved being close with a woman and loved them to be as feminine as possible, but sometimes I thought if they wouldn't dress up then I'd do it myself. I would dress up as sexy as I could and learned how to put makeup on, and I would take photos and video myself masturbating. I loved wearing satin basques with stockings and the highest heels possible. As hard as it was, I kept my crossdressing a secret from my wife at the time, and I always thought I could never tell anyone about my feminine side. After leaving married life behind and playing the field, I had a few short term relationships and a lot of sexual fun, but never felt totally satisfied. That's when things changed for the better, I met Emma. I never imagined in a million years that I could meet someone who would understand the life of a crossdresser. Not only understanding, but actually being involved, both physically and emotionally, and taking an active part in my pastime with me. Even though I have dressed up for quite a long time, I never had any intentions or wanted to be a woman of any sorts. I was very happy as a male and loved my having a kinky secret. I wasn't turned on by males and strangely enough, I didn't even like seeing images of other crossdressers either until I got a bit older, and understood that everyone's doing it for their own happiness. Dressing up as a woman, for me, was switching off from the responsibilities and stresses of everyday life, even if it was for a couple of hours, and some sexual relief of course. This exciting and raunchy self-penned and self-published true account of being a crossdresser is written in a very matter of fact style. It contains very descriptive details and activities of a sexual nature and goes into some very graphic details of my sexual experiences. Some I'm proud of and others I'm not but either way, 'guaranteed' to make you hot under the collar and other places too! Hopefully, this book will also act as some kind of a guide to other crossdressers or transvestites who are going through or have been through a range of emotions from being on an all-time high to fighting with their inner demons. It might just help the reader to accept what they do behind closed doors, is okay and it might be more normal than most people think. Who knows they might even find the courage to reveal their secret to a partner or find someone who will accept them for who they are.

Download or read book The Cross Dresser s Wife written by Dee A. Levy and published by CreateSpace. This book was released on 2011-09-01 with total page 166 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Powerful and engaging, this international collection of thoughts and short stories emanating from the non-profit website www.crossdresserswives.com offers valuable and emotionally intimate social commentary on the taboo subculture of cross dressing and, for the first time, exposes the shocking secret lives of cross dressers' wives or partners who silently grapple with the issue of cross dressing in their marriage or relationship.

Download or read book Casa Susanna written by Michel Hurst and published by powerHouse Books. This book was released on 2005 with total page 134 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This is an album of snapshots taken roughly the mid-1950s and mid- 1960s, depicting a group of cross-dressers united around a place called Casa Susanna. The inhabitants, guests and visitors used it as a weekend headquarters for a regular girls life'. Through these wonderfully intimate shots, Susanna and her friends styled era- specific fashion shows and parties. However, it is in the more private life at Casa Susanna, where the girls clean, cook and play Scrabble, that the insight to a very private club becomes brilliant in its very ordinariness.'

Download or read book Crossdressing Resort written by Barbara Deloto and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2018-07-02 with total page 56 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A closeted male-to-female crossdresser is found out by another crossdresser in a Victoria's Secret store. The new acquaintance manages to convince the closeted one to take the feminization to a new level. Once they're both fully feminized, the new acquaintance takes her along on a weeklong adventure in the Poconos at a private resort, where male and female admirers of crossdressers, other crossdressers, and women who love crossdressers all go to meet for an uninhibited summer vacation. Experience a world of discovery as an occasional crossdresser enters a new way of looking at things and fights old paradigms to gain love and a new life in this LGBT, bisexual romance, where gender-bending and feminization are a way of life and source of joy, and old paradigms are smashed to pieces in this hot and steamy short-read romance.

Download or read book Fertile Sissy written by Becky Huntingdon and published by . This book was released on 2021-05-13 with total page 162 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Hi, I'm Anna, a sissy who will do anything to be as girly as possible. Whether that be shopping for dresses with my best friend, Emily, or getting up to no good with a line of guys in the bedroom, I always try to be as girly as possible! My secret crossdresser life is pretty awesome, but I do feel like there's something missing. Lately, I've been thinking about doing the ultimate girly act, I want to get bumped! Whilst I know all this is just a stupid, impossible dream for a sissy like me, I do have a guy in mind. His name is Jake and he's by far the hottest guy I've ever met. But, like I said, it's just not going to happen, is it? I mean, it's probably for the best that I can't get bumped, right? All those hormones, changing body parts, and responsibilities. No, thank God that I'll always just be a normal sissy... This book is told from Anna's perspective as she goes through a seemingly impossible, life-changing experience. Romance is also on the cards for this twenty-three year old sissy, but is she ready to settle down? The question is, who will be there for her when she really needs help? At over 79,000 words, Fertile Sissy: Crossdresser Bump - Three Book Bundle contains mature themes and plenty of adult scenes along with the story. Anna just cant stop herself getting into steamy situations with men, women, and other sissies. Expect Anna to have fun in situatons which include groups, DP, interracial action, hucow, and solo play to name but a few.

Download or read book Official and Confidential written by Anthony Summers and published by Open Road Media. This book was released on 2012-01-17 with total page 468 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A New York Times–bestselling author’s revealing, “important” biography of the longtime FBI director (The Philadelphia Inquirer). No one exemplified paranoia and secrecy at the heart of American power better than J. Edgar Hoover, the original director of the Federal Bureau of Investigation. For this consummate biography, renowned investigative journalist Anthony Summers interviewed more than eight hundred witnesses and pored through thousands of documents to get at the truth about the man who headed the FBI for fifty years, persecuted political enemies, blackmailed politicians, and lived his own surprising secret life. Ultimately, Summers paints a portrait of a fatally flawed individual who should never have held such power, and for so long.

Download or read book Some Assembly Required written by Arin Andrews and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2014-09-30 with total page 256 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: We've all felt uncomfortable in our own skin at some point. But for Andrews, it wasn't a phase that would pass. He had been born in the body of a girl and there seemed to be no relief in sight. He details the journey that led him to make the life-transforming decision to undergo gender reassignment as a high school junior: the challenges he faced as a girl, the humiliation and anger he felt after getting kicked out of his private school, and all the mental and physical changes he experienced once his transition began.

Download or read book Secret Society written by Miasha and published by Simon and Schuster. This book was released on 2007-04-24 with total page 229 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Enjoying fast-paced lives at the sides of some of society's wealthiest men, Celess and Tina share a dangerous secret that puts their street smarts to the test.

Download or read book Why Not written by Barbara Deloto and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2018-09-10 with total page 28 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Male feminization for fun and growth? Why not? It's a question that critical thinkers ask about many subjects. Everyday there's someone who sees something and instead of saying no they ask, why not? What if the Wright brothers agreed with everyone that man can't fly? What if Henry Ford believed like everyone else that there could be no mass production? What if Galileo gave up on the idea that the world is round and not flat like the Church wanted him to? If something can be beneficial for you or others, but the accepted societal view says it's wrong, does that really make it wrong? Male-to-female crossdressing is one of those things. Sometimes viewed as an unmanly due to societal paradigms and beliefs and called a deviant behavior, it's carried a stigma with it. Does that mean it shouldn't be done? Women are allowed to cross-dress; it has become commonplace for women to wear men's styles of clothing, yet men are forced to stay in men's clothes. Dresses, skirts, stockings and all the feminine accoutrements have fallen to the wayside for most women today, and it's perfectly acceptable for them to wear flannel shirts with jeans, or sweatpants with sneakers or flat shoes. Why not? Why shouldn't a male be offered the same flexibility? Until the time comes when open-mindedness is more prevalent, and paradigms and beliefs are changed, it's still possible to do in secret or with likeminded people and groups, and the benefits are just as great. To balance the individual's masculine and feminine energies and activate the rise on Maslow's hierarchy of needs is not a trivial thing, and that is just one of many benefits it brings. If you, a person close to you, a spouse or partner, or a friend of yours is involved in male-to-female crossdressing, has an interest in it, or is bored and wants to try something new and exciting, then drop the veil of illusions by creating a new feminine illusion and thrive. Read on and see what benefits can follow in this thoughtful short read that just might improve your or someone else's life-or at least help you understand it better. Look inside now.

Download or read book Alice in Genderland written by Richard J. Novic M.D. and published by iUniverse. This book was released on 2005-04-01 with total page 277 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Alice in Genderland is the first ever memoir by a crossdresser who is not content to live behind closed doors—and who takes it much further than his straighter, more circumspect peers might ever care to go. Most of the time, Harvard-educated psychiatrist Richard Novic is Rick, a caring doctor at the office and a loving husband and father at home. But one night a week, he is Alice, a brave trans woman about town, shopping, dining, dancing, and more. In contrast to the life he leads today, Rick Novic suffered since his sporty, nerdy boyhood with a secret, a desire he was in no way equipped to handle, but one that eventually burst through his denial, a few months before his wedding day. Just once, he felt, while he still could, he had to know how it felt to be a woman. Like Alice in Wonderland, his curiosity led him to fall headlong down a rabbit hole, through desperate straits, mind-opening surprises, heart-rending changes, gritty sex, and boundless love. By the time he was back on his feet, he was a different person, living a lifestyle he hadn’t known existed. Anyone who has struggled to figure out who they are and how they want to live will surely appreciate this informative and engaging life story. Praise for Alice in Genderland “Few know the transgender scene like GIRL TALK magazine’s Alice Novic. This exciting new memoir by her male alter ego takes us along with him and the people he loves, as he encounters and explores each twist and turn around him and within him. As much Lewis and Clark as it is Lewis Carroll, Alice in Genderland blazes a new trail in the world of crossdressing.” —Linda Jensen, contributing writer, Transgender Forum “Alice bravely explores the limits of gender, sexuality, and relationships—a sexy, poignant, and often hilarious memoir of transgenderism.” —Vernon A. Rosario, M.D., author of The Erotic Imagination, clinical faculty, UCLA Neuropsychiatric Institute “More provocative than soothing, Alice in Genderland is fascinating and well worth reading.” —Vern L. Bullough, Ph.D., author of Crossdressing, Sex, and Gender, past president of the Society of the Scientific Study of Sex

Download or read book Crossdressing in Context Vol 2 Today s Transgender Realities written by Gregory G. Bolich and published by Lulu.com. This book was released on 2007-06-19 with total page 410 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The second volume in a 5 volume set, The Context of Transgender Realities examines crossdressing as it is experienced by crossdressers and as it is interpreted by others, including researchers from a number of different disciplines. Organized as answers to frequently asked questions, the text covers everything from what motivates crossdressing, to when it begins, how it proceeds, and what it means.