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Book A Change of Affection

    Book Details:
  • Author : Becket Cook
  • Publisher : Thomas Nelson
  • Release : 2019-07-30
  • ISBN : 1400212340
  • Pages : 224 pages

Download or read book A Change of Affection written by Becket Cook and published by Thomas Nelson. This book was released on 2019-07-30 with total page 224 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The powerful, dramatic story of how a successful Hollywood set designer whose identity was deeply rooted in his homosexuality came to be suddenly and utterly transformed by the power of the gospel. When Becket Cook moved from Dallas to Los Angeles after college, he discovered a socially progressive, liberal town that embraced not only his creative side but also his homosexuality. He devoted his time to growing his career as a successful set designer and to finding "the one" man who would fill his heart. As a gay man in the entertainment industry, Cook centered his life around celebrity-filled Hollywood parties and traveled to society hot-spots around the world--until a chance encounter with a pastor at an LA coffee shop one morning changed everything. In A Change of Affection, Becket Cook shares his testimony as someone who was transformed by the power of the gospel. Cook's dramatic conversion to Christianity and subsequent seminary training inform his views on homosexuality--personally, biblically, theologically, and culturally--and in his new book he educates Christians on how to better understand this complex and controversial issue while revealing how to lovingly engage with those who disagree. A Change of Affection is a timely and indispensable resource for anyone who desires to understand more fully one of the most common and difficult stumbling blocks to faithfully following Christ today.

Book Straight Men Going Gay  4 Stories

Download or read book Straight Men Going Gay 4 Stories written by James Hardick and published by James Hardick. This book was released on 2014-06-06 with total page 39 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Straight Men Going Gay: 4 Stories is 20,000 words and contains: Becoming Gay To Pay His Debt Forced To Be Gay Paying Rent With His Straight Body Tied Up And Turned Gay Becoming Gay To Pay His Debt Andy owes a lot of money to his gay boss, and needs to find a way out. His boss offers some side work like cleaning his house. What Andy doesn't know is that Brad has more than just a little cleaning in mind. He wants to see Andy in a maid's outfit, and he wants Andy's straight body. The thing is, Andy isn't gay, but his boss's offer is almost too good to refuse. Maybe Andy will let himself be dominated by a man just this once if his boss will forgive his debt. Forced To Be Gay Mr. Hamilton can't take his eyes off of his neighbor, Stuart. The problem is that Stuart isn't gay, but Mr. Hamilton thinks he can change that. Mr. Hamilton is convinced that Stuart won't be able to resist his muscular, hairy chest, fat package, and dominating demeanor. If all else fails, though, he always has some rope. Paying Rent With His Straight Body Nate is late on rent again, and his landlord has had enough. If Nate doesn't want to get evicted then he's going to have to pay with his body, but Nate isn't gay and he has a choice to make. What's in store for Nate is more than he could possibly expect: leather, bondage, domination, and a feather with a hard piece of wood down the center. Tied Up And Turned Gay Jordan knows that his neighbor, Tyler, watches him at night, but when Jordan finally tries to make a move, he's shot down. Tyler says he's not gay, and isn't interested in men. Too bad Jordan doesn't believe him. If he can just show Tyler what it's like to be with another man then he'll quickly change his tune. **WARNING** This story contains dubcon, gay sex with heterosexual men, feminization, bondage, and domination.

Book Mostly Straight

Download or read book Mostly Straight written by Ritch C. Savin-Williams and published by Harvard University Press. This book was released on 2017-11-13 with total page 251 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Based on research, the author explores in this publication the personal stories of forty young men to help us understand the biological and psychological factors that led them to become mostly straight and the cultural forces that are loosening the sexual bind that many boys and young men experience.

Book The Complete Brorotica

    Book Details:
  • Author : Guy New York
  • Publisher :
  • Release : 2013-03-29
  • ISBN : 9781483996677
  • Pages : 116 pages

Download or read book The Complete Brorotica written by Guy New York and published by . This book was released on 2013-03-29 with total page 116 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Dudes, sometimes being super straight is a little gay. And sometimes it's like really gay. Like this book. Which is about bros, dudes, and dudebros getting it on with each other, for each other, and on top of each other. The Complete Brorotica contains all of the stories in Brorotica, Chicks are for Fags, and Fifty Shades of Gay. They've all been published before, but now you can get them in one volume for totally less than buying them separately. This contains the classic stories Bad Bromance, Bromancing the Stone, A Daddy for Daddy, and of course Fifty Shades of Gay (along with eleven others). If you like getting drunk, playing football, picking up girls, and getting it on with other dudes, then this is totally for you. This book contains hot explicit sex between consenting dudes. It's 100 pages long. And just as thick.

Book The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens  Workbook

Download or read book The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens Workbook written by Sean Covey and published by Mango Media Inc.. This book was released on 2015-11-15 with total page 57 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This completely updated and redesigned personal workbook companion to the bestselling The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens provides engaging activities, interactives and self-evaluations to help teens understand and apply the power of the 7 Habits. Sean Covey's The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens has sold more than 2 million copies and helped countless teens make better decisions and improve their sense of self-worth. Pairing new interactives with modern explanatory graphics, The 7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens workbook reaches today’s teen generation effectively.

Book Straight Jacket

    Book Details:
  • Author : Matthew Todd
  • Publisher : Black Swan
  • Release : 2018
  • ISBN : 9780552778404
  • Pages : 0 pages

Download or read book Straight Jacket written by Matthew Todd and published by Black Swan. This book was released on 2018 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Written by Matthew Todd, editor of Attitude, the UK's best-selling gay magazine, Straight Jacket is a revolutionary clarion call for gay men, the wider LGBT community, their friends and family. Part memoir, part ground-breaking polemic, it looks beneath the shiny facade of contemporary gay culture and asks if gay people are as happy as they could be - and if not, why not? In an attempt to find the answers to this and many other difficult questions, Matthew Todd explores why statistics show a disproportionate number of gay people suffer from mental health problems, including anxiety, depression, addiction, suicidal thoughts and behaviour, and why significant numbers experience difficulty in sustaining meaningful relationships.

Book Openly Straight

Download or read book Openly Straight written by Bill Konigsberg and published by Scholastic Inc.. This book was released on 2013-05-28 with total page 346 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A funny, honest novel about being out, being proud... and being ready for something else. The award-winning novel about being out, being proud, and being ready for something else. Pre-order the companion novel Honestly Ben now (out 3/28/17)!Rafe is a normal teenager from Boulder, Colorado. He plays soccer. He's won skiing prizes. He likes to write.And, oh yeah, he's gay. He's been out since 8th grade, and he isn't teased, and he goes to other high schools and talks about tolerance and stuff. And while that's important, all Rafe really wants is to just be a regular guy. Not that GAY guy. To have it be a part of who he is, but not the headline, every single time.So when he transfers to an all-boys' boarding school in New England, he decides to keep his sexuality a secret -- not so much going back in the closet as starting over with a clean slate. But then he sees a classmate breaking down. He meets a teacher who challenges him to write his story. And most of all, he falls in love with Ben... who doesn't even know that love is possible.

Book Turning Straight Men Gay  Three Stories

Download or read book Turning Straight Men Gay Three Stories written by James Hardick and published by James Hardick. This book was released on 2014-07-03 with total page 37 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Turning Straight Men Gay is 17,500 words long and contains: - Mind Controlled And Turned Gay - His Sleep Straight Neighbor - Hypnotized To Be Gay By His Doctor Mind Controlled And Turned Gay After a falling out with his friends, straight guy Nathan befriends his older gay neighbor, Arthur, to pass the time. Nathan makes it perfectly clear that he's not gay. No. He's only into women. That's not going to stop Arthur, though, and if Nathan shoots Arthur down then he has a way to change Nathan's mind -- a necklace that lets him control whoever wears it. With that necklace around Nathan's neck, he'll understand what it's like to be ravaged by a man. There's no way he can say no. His Sleep Straight Neighbor Liam desires his older neighbor more than anything, but Mr. Allen doesn't feel the same. Mr. Allen is married and as straight as can be. But then Liam gets an idea: What if he takes Mr. Allen for a ride while he's asleep? That just might work. Even if Mr. Allen wakes up, the pleasure might be too much for him to say no. Hypnotized To Be Gay By His Doctor Michael's desperate for a cure to his anxiety so that he can talk to women, and his therapist says they only have one option left: hypnosis. Michael isn't convinced it will work, but is willing to try anything. His therapist has more devious intentions in mind, though. He wants Michael's toned, straight body, and the only way he'll ever get it is by taking over Michael's mind. He'll make sure Michael learns to love a man's touch. ** WARNING ** This story contains dubcon, rough sex between a gay man and his straight neighbor, mind control, bondage and submission.

Book Leo Loves Aries

    Book Details:
  • Author : Anyta Sunday
  • Publisher : Signs of Love
  • Release : 2023-08-03
  • ISBN : 9783947909605
  • Pages : 0 pages

Download or read book Leo Loves Aries written by Anyta Sunday and published by Signs of Love. This book was released on 2023-08-03 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Cheeky, cheerful Leo has met the perfect Aries match . . . for his sister. When his sister challenges Theo Wallace to find her a date for a spring wedding, Theo realizes that all his "friends" were in fact his ex-girlfriend's friends. Not willing to admit his pathetic social state, he decides not only to find his sister the perfect date, but to find himself the perfect friend. Theo's ex economics tutor and newest roommate Mr. Jamie Cooper seems to be a possible and convenient match. Real convenient. Like written in the stars, convenient. All he has to do is make sure this Jamie is good enough. Could really be The One for her, and the friend for him. Watch out, Leo, the stars have a surprise in store... "Leo Loves Aries" is a flirty, slow burn, roommates to lovers MM romance with a heartwarming HEA. This New Adult, college, friends-to-lovers novel is the first book in the Signs of Love series. The books in the Signs of Love series are standalone romances, and can be read in any order. LEO LOVES ARIES (bi-awakening, friends to lovers, clueless as fuck) SCORPIO HATES VIRGO (boy next door, fake-enemies to lovers, mistaken identity) GEMINI KEEPS CAPRICORN (fake fiancés, friends to lovers, off-limits lover) PISCES HOOKS TAURUS (marriage of convenience, opposites attract, age-gap) CANCER SHIPS AQUARIUS (manny, widower, opposites attract) SAGITTARIUS SAVES LIBRA (fake identity, twin shenanigans, small town) Rainbow Awards 2017 Runner Up for Best Gay Book Runner Up for Best Contemporary Gay Romance

Book How To Be Gay

    Book Details:
  • Author : David M. Halperin
  • Publisher : Harvard University Press
  • Release : 2012-08-21
  • ISBN : 0674070860
  • Pages : 421 pages

Download or read book How To Be Gay written by David M. Halperin and published by Harvard University Press. This book was released on 2012-08-21 with total page 421 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: No one raises an eyebrow if you suggest that a guy who arranges his furniture just so, rolls his eyes in exaggerated disbelief, likes techno music or show tunes, and knows all of Bette Davis's best lines by heart might, just possibly, be gay. But if you assert that male homosexuality is a cultural practice, expressive of a unique subjectivity and a distinctive relation to mainstream society, people will immediately protest. Such an idea, they will say, is just a stereotype-ridiculously simplistic, politically irresponsible, and morally suspect. The world acknowledges gay male culture as a fact but denies it as a truth. David Halperin, a pioneer of LGBTQ studies, dares to suggest that gayness is a specific way of being that gay men must learn from one another in order to become who they are. Inspired by the notorious undergraduate course of the same title that Halperin taught at the University of Michigan, provoking cries of outrage from both the right-wing media and the gay press, How To Be Gay traces gay men's cultural difference to the social meaning of style. Far from being deterred by stereotypes, Halperin concludes that the genius of gay culture resides in some of its most despised features: its aestheticism, snobbery, melodrama, adoration of glamour, caricatures of women, and obsession with mothers. The insights, impertinence, and unfazed critical intelligence displayed by gay culture, Halperin argues, have much to offer the heterosexual mainstream.

Book The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle

Download or read book The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle written by Matt Cain and published by A John Scognamiglio Book. This book was released on 2022-05-31 with total page 402 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: “This rollicking romance entrapped me! True in its detail and its scope, it is amusing yet heart-breaking.” —Ian McKellen Perfect for fans of Fredrik Backman and TJ Klune, this humorous, life-affirming, and charmingly wise novel tells the story of how the forced retirement of a shy, closeted postman in northern England creates a second chance with his lost love, as he learns to embrace his true self, connect with his community, and finally experience his life’s great adventure… Indie Next List Selection | Library Reads Selection Every day, Albert Entwistle makes his way through the streets of his small English town, delivering letters and parcels and returning greetings with a quick wave and a “how do?” Everyone on his route knows Albert, or thinks they do—a man of quiet routines, content to live alone with his cat, Gracie. Three months before his sixty-fifth birthday, Albert receives a letter from the Royal Mail thanking him for decades of service and stating that he is being forced into retirement. At once, Albert’s simple life unravels. Without the work that fills his days, what will he do? He has no friends, family, or hobbies—just a past he never speaks of, and a lost love that fills him with regret. And so, rather than continue his lonely existence, Albert forms a brave plan to start truly living, to be honest about who he is . . . and to find George, the man with whom he spent one perfect spring and summer long ago. One painful yet exhilarating step at a time, Albert begins searching for George and revealing his story to those around him. As he does, something extraordinary happens. Albert finds unlikely allies, new friends, and the courage to help others—even as he seeks the happiness he’s always denied himself. Beautifully written, funny, and wise, The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle is a book to fall in love with and to be inspired by, one that proves it is never too late to live, to hope, and to love. A Note from Matt Cain, the author of The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle: “One of the things that inspired me to write this novel was all the joy I felt at seeing gay men like myself being embraced by British society. I think you'd be hard-pushed to find any other minority community in the UK that was as hated, feared and vilified as gay men were fifty years ago and is now as widely celebrated and loved. Acceptance of gay men has become a touchstone of British values within less than a decade, something that even the most optimistic commentators couldn’t have predicted. I wanted to write a book that would celebrate this. And I sincerely hope The Secret Life of Albert Entwistle makes its readers feel good about themselves and the part they’ve played in bringing about this extraordinary social shift.” —Matt Cain

Book Black Deutschland

    Book Details:
  • Author : Darryl Pinckney
  • Publisher : Macmillan
  • Release : 2016-02-02
  • ISBN : 0374113815
  • Pages : 305 pages

Download or read book Black Deutschland written by Darryl Pinckney and published by Macmillan. This book was released on 2016-02-02 with total page 305 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: An intoxicating, provocative novel of appetite, identity, and self-construction, Darryl Pinckney's Black Deutschland tells the story of an outsider, trapped between a painful past and a tenebrous future, in Europe's brightest and darkest city. Jed—young, gay, black, out of rehab and out of prospects in his hometown of Chicago—flees to the city of his fantasies, a museum of modernism and decadence: Berlin. The paradise that tyranny created, the subsidized city isolated behind the Berlin Wall, is where he's chosen to become the figure that he so admires, the black American expatriate. Newly sober and nostalgic for the Weimar days of Isherwood and Auden, Jed arrives to chase boys and to escape from what it means to be a black male in America. But history, both personal and political, can't be avoided with time or distance. Whether it's the judgment of the cousin he grew up with and her husband's bourgeois German family, the lure of white wine in a down-and-out bar, a gang of racists looking for a brawl, or the ravaged visage of Rock Hudson flashing behind the face of every white boy he desperately longs for, the past never stays past even in faraway Berlin. In the age of Reagan and AIDS in a city on the verge of tearing down its walls, he clambers toward some semblance of adulthood amid the outcasts and expats, intellectuals and artists, queers and misfits. And, on occasion, the city keeps its Isherwood promises and the boy he kisses, incredibly, kisses him back.

Book Top Secret

    Book Details:
  • Author : Elle Kennedy
  • Publisher : Elle Kennedy Inc.
  • Release : 2019-05-07
  • ISBN : 1942444796
  • Pages : 317 pages

Download or read book Top Secret written by Elle Kennedy and published by Elle Kennedy Inc. . This book was released on 2019-05-07 with total page 317 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Bestselling authors Sarina Bowen & Elle Kennedy return with their first Male / Male romance in 3 years. LobsterShorts, 21 Jock. Secretly a science geek. Hot AF. LobsterShorts: So. Here goes. For her birthday, my girlfriend wants…a threesome. SinnerThree: Then you’ve come to the right hookup app. LobsterShorts: Have you done this sort of thing before? With another guy? SinnerThree: All the time. I’m an equal opportunity player. You? LobsterShorts: [crickets!] SinnerThree, 21 Finance major. Secretly a male dancer. Hot AF. SinnerThree: Well, I’m down if you are. My life is kind of a mess right now. School, work, family stress. Oh, and I live next door to the most annoying dude in the world. I need the distraction. Are you sure you want this? LobsterShorts: I might want it a little more than I’m willing to admit. SinnerThree: Hey, nothing wrong with pushing your boundaries... LobsterShorts: Tell that to my control-freak father. Anyway. What if this threesome is awkward? SinnerThree: Then it’s awkward. It’s not like we’ll ever have to see each other again. Right? Just promise you won’t fall in love with me. LobsterShorts: Now wouldn’t that be life-changing... Q&A about Top Secret: Q: Have we met these characters before in another book? A: No! These guys are brand new, and we can’t wait for you to meet them. Q: Is this story MM? Or is it a MMF / MFM / menage? A: This book is MM. Q: Is this a love triangle story? A: Not really. You’ll see. “Bowen and Kennedy serve up a dish of dirty, delicious frat boy goodness, with so much depth and talent that there’s no putting this book down.” USA Today Bestselling Author Sierra Simone "Addictive. Wildly sexy. Completely heartfelt. In short, Top Secret is everything you could want from a Sarina Bowen & Elle Kennedy romance." #1 New York Times bestselling author Lauren Blakely "Sarina and Elle do not disappoint with this page turner! The enemies to lovers romance sizzles with just the right amount of sweet thrown in." Jeff Adams, Big Gay Fiction Podcast “No matter how bad a book funk I’m in, I can count on Elle Kennedy and Sarina Bowen to pull me out with a fun, witty, sexy read. I devoured this one in one night!” USA Today bestselling author K.A. Tucker When Elle and Sarina write together, they create nothing short of magic! 5 lobster shorts stars! USA Today bestselling author Tillie Cole For fans of: Annabeth Albert, Casey McQuiston, Ella Frank, Kiera Andrews, Karen Stivali, Amy Jo Cousins, Kindle Alexander, Layla Reyne, Damon Suede, Amy Lane, Vi Keeland, Lauren Blakely, Sierra Simone, Jana Aston, Kendall Ryan, Alexa Riley, Jay Bell, Trina Solet, Reya Karl, Dawn Wilder, Eden Cole, SE Loveless, Van Barrett, JM Synder, Max Rose, Quinn Michaels, Elle Keaton, H G Ellis, Jane Asherwood, Keywords: gay romance, mm romance, m/m romance, bisexual romance, college romance, football romance, hate to love, enemies to lovers, fraternity brothers, male male, sports romance, billionaire, gay, secret lovers, forbidden romance.

Book Heated Rivalry

    Book Details:
  • Author : Rachel Reid
  • Publisher : Harlequin
  • Release : 2023-04-18
  • ISBN : 0369748891
  • Pages : 355 pages

Download or read book Heated Rivalry written by Rachel Reid and published by Harlequin. This book was released on 2023-04-18 with total page 355 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: The start of an epic enemies-to-lovers hockey romance from USA TODAY bestselling author Rachel Reid—book two in her fan-favorite Game Changers series. Nothing interferes with pro hockey star Shane Hollander’s game. Now that he’s captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, he won’t let anything jeopardize that—definitely not the sexy rival he loves to hate. Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov is everything Shane’s not. The self-proclaimed king of the ice, he’s as cocky as he is talented. No one can beat him—except Shane. Publicly, they’re enemies. Privately, they can’t stop touching each other. The smart thing to do? Walk away, once a few secret hookups turn into a struggle to keep their relationship out of the press. The truth could ruin them both. But for Shane and Ilya, secrecy is soon no longer an option… Game Changers Book 1: Game Changer Book 2: Heated Rivalry Book 3: Tough Guy Book 4: Common Goal Book 5: Role Model Book 6: The Long Game

Book Not Gay

    Book Details:
  • Author : Jane Ward
  • Publisher : NYU Press
  • Release : 2015-07-31
  • ISBN : 1479825174
  • Pages : 251 pages

Download or read book Not Gay written by Jane Ward and published by NYU Press. This book was released on 2015-07-31 with total page 251 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A different look at heterosexuality in the twenty-first century A straight white girl can kiss a girl, like it, and still call herself straight—her boyfriend may even encourage her. But can straight white guys experience the same easy sexual fluidity, or would kissing a guy just mean that they are really gay? Not Gay thrusts deep into a world where straight guy-on-guy action is not a myth but a reality: there’s fraternity and military hazing rituals, where new recruits are made to grab each other’s penises and stick fingers up their fellow members’ anuses; online personal ads, where straight men seek other straight men to masturbate with; and, last but not least, the long and clandestine history of straight men frequenting public restrooms for sexual encounters with other men. For Jane Ward, these sexual practices reveal a unique social space where straight white men can—and do—have sex with other straight white men; in fact, she argues, to do so reaffirms rather than challenges their gender and racial identity. Ward illustrates that sex between straight white men allows them to leverage whiteness and masculinity to authenticate their heterosexuality in the context of sex with men. By understanding their same-sex sexual practice as meaningless, accidental, or even necessary, straight white men can perform homosexual contact in heterosexual ways. These sex acts are not slippages into a queer way of being or expressions of a desired but unarticulated gay identity. Instead, Ward argues, they reveal the fluidity and complexity that characterizes all human sexual desire. In the end, Ward’s analysis offers a new way to think about heterosexuality—not as the opposite or absence of homosexuality, but as its own unique mode of engaging in homosexual sex, a mode characterized by pretense, dis-identification and racial and heterosexual privilege. Daring, insightful, and brimming with wit, Not Gay is a fascinating new take on the complexities of heterosexuality in the modern era.

Book Gay Girl  Good God

    Book Details:
  • Author : Jackie Hill Perry
  • Publisher : B&H Publishing Group
  • Release : 2018-09-03
  • ISBN : 1462751237
  • Pages : 138 pages

Download or read book Gay Girl Good God written by Jackie Hill Perry and published by B&H Publishing Group. This book was released on 2018-09-03 with total page 138 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: “I used to be a lesbian.” In Gay Girl, Good God, author Jackie Hill Perry shares her own story, offering practical tools that helped her in the process of finding wholeness. Jackie grew up fatherless and experienced gender confusion. She embraced masculinity and homosexuality with every fiber of her being. She knew that Christians had a lot to say about all of the above. But was she supposed to change herself? How was she supposed to stop loving women, when homosexuality felt more natural to her than heterosexuality ever could? At age nineteen, Jackie came face-to-face with what it meant to be made new. And not in a church, or through contact with Christians. God broke in and turned her heart toward Him right in her own bedroom in light of His gospel. Read in order to understand. Read in order to hope. Or read in order, like Jackie, to be made new.

Book First Gay Experience

    Book Details:
  • Author : Hammond Greene
  • Publisher : Independently Published
  • Release : 2022-08-16
  • ISBN :
  • Pages : 0 pages

Download or read book First Gay Experience written by Hammond Greene and published by Independently Published. This book was released on 2022-08-16 with total page 0 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Nine stories of straight men going gay for the first time. Straight men overcoming their fears of being with a man for the first time. Straight men experiencing the intense feelings of going with a man for the first time. Straight men enjoying that first time with a man more than they ever imagined once they give in to their desires. Most stories involve a younger man finding his way with an older man. All stories involve two straight men experiencing their first time with a man in a hot, steamy encounter where the fireworks explode in a dazzling display.