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Book Sissy and Smooch

    Book Details:
  • Author : Meredith Meade Lee
  • Publisher : Meredith International
  • Release : 2000-06
  • ISBN : 9780970625403
  • Pages : pages

Download or read book Sissy and Smooch written by Meredith Meade Lee and published by Meredith International. This book was released on 2000-06 with total page pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: A full-sized children's book that is accompanied by two full-sized plush kittens--Sissy, a striped Earth kitten, and Smooch, a white guardian angel kitten--"Sissy & Smooch" is the first entry in the four-book "Angel" series.

Book Sissy Confessions     Volume ONE

Download or read book Sissy Confessions Volume ONE written by Mike Watson and published by Mike Watson. This book was released on 2022-05-17 with total page 138 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Those confessions we all have, every sissy thinks – obsesses – takes it to bed with her – and more – thoughts that PLAGUE in a nice way – us all day long – thoughts we SO want to share with her, but sometimes can’t – and thoughts which ultimately shape what we DO! Why did I write this series? Certainly, with all the other writing I did along these lines, I dont have to! But as I look at my “wife” lying – fat thighs (so NICE, especially the rolls of fat, the lazier she is, the better, I’ve often said that, women should be entitled, bratty and LAZY, thats when they’re the most controlling, dominating, and ATTRACTIVE!!!!!!!!) – soles bobbing up and down, I can never get enough of serving her, and talking about COCK! And in general, while serving her, either sexually or otherwise talking about some of the things I talk about SO often here. Except, I dont talk about them ALL. Hehe. And I’m lucky in that I’m at least at this point where I can talk about SOME of it. Most men – their SO’s would throw a hissy and leave if they even MENTIONED any of their real desires, those dormant desires which I wrote about before – NEVER go away – and everyone has them, no matter how you try to deny them. But do you ACT upon those desires? We all have one life, my friend. And what use that life if not lived to the fullest? Will you really care what people think when you “pass” ? (i.e. if you did something that is SSC, really, really like, something you really, really WANT – nay- CRAVE) – who cares?) Most people “live lives of quiet desperation”, as the great Thoreau once said … And they rarely, if ever, bring out their innermost thoughts, dreams and desires, like I do – publicly! And I’ve never been happier. So will YOU, my friend, so will YOU – once you do what Colonel Trautman told Rambo in First Blood Part III i.e. “accept the inner you”. It’s YOU. And thats what matters! And this treatise, well, if you’ve been having thoughts of “oh, I should not be thinking that way”, or guilt trips etc as I once did about wanting so desperately to be a sissy – well, this treatise will BANISH all such thoughts instantly. Indeed, my writing is not just so erotic – not just so unique (nothing like our stuff out there!) – but most importantly, so REAL life, and NO or very little creative license, despite a life SO full most can’t believe it! – that you too will be inspired to take the sissy BULL by the horns – or penis – and just (beg to) DO! And that, probably more than anything is why I wrote this book! More benefits? Well, for you sissies and faggots (wanna be or not) reading this … What you think about – is indeed what you ATTRACT, except most people dont think about it the right way. And thats #1 right at the top – learn how to THINK the right way – this is something I teach in ALL my courses! If you’re thinking something – chances are excellent or second to none that if you do with deep EMOTION – it will happen! Learn just how in terms of BDSM, sissydom, and so forth You’ll learn after reading this book why HONEST and open is truly what women like – not so much “your preferences” as a sissy … Why NOT being able to control your ejaculation – or staying hard is not just a matter of PRIDE for sissies, but a level every sissy should aspire to ATTAIN to, or the other way around! Why cumming in one’s pants, often involuntarily, is the greatest HONOR any sissy could ever be afforded! And why even sissies that are GOOD in bed with their penis should try NOT TO BE – your TONGUE is what is needed! Why PENIS and penis love are often misunderstood, and why, as I stated so many times in my books, specially Cock Worship for Sissies and Faggots, and Penis Central, but one of them – loving PENIS is an absolute MUST – I repeat, absolute MUST – if you want to be a sissy at ANY decent level! Why you MUST aspire, as a sissy to get to the point where you think nothing but COCK – and feet – or feet – and COCK all day. And consequently, why you must aspire to hone your servitude skills better than anyone else out there – including the TIP of your tongue too if you get my drift! How – and why – and these tips will tell you – or these CONFESSIONS, you could call them tips as well! – to REWIRE your sexuality permanently so the above is ALL you think about – and attract (and trust me, just reading, do what I say, you’ll see) How to get more comfortable in your REAL skin as a sissy – like never before! The stunning similarity if done right between maledom – and femdom – and THIS alone is worth the price and ticket of admission for all reading this. What your TRUE first love – and “how it really happened” (and we all know, we’ve all had those experiences) teach you a LOT about who you TRULY are! (and your desires too). (but you’ll learn doublefold and more the real meaning of “true love”!). Why you must love his penis not just more than your own – thats a GIVEN – but why you must love his penis above ALL, why his PENIS should ultimately be the focal point you focus on, think of, everything, get to know his DONG better than your own FACE! – and why (and how) that will aid more than anything else in becoming the PERFECT SISSY! Even if you already love cock, learn how to fantasize about it to a point where that is ALL you think about, therefore, ATTRACT! Even if you aren’t really interested in being a sissy – a “dream sissy” – a perfect sissy – if youre just interested in tiltilating yourself without the visual porn, and REAL life “sissydom and fetish” – well, THIS book will do it! And much, much more. (by the way, Sissy Central (our most popular book) and Sissygasm Central are must reads along with THIS book!) For you DOMINANT ladies (or men) reading this … Here are some – I could write TOMES here too! Learn what your sissy REALLY wants deep down inside – chances are excellent and second to none and second to none just flew to Mars, not Venus, hehe – he (she) is NOT telling you! And even if she is, probably not all of it, probably not in graphic details, trust me, even me, at a certain point, I used to be so shy about all this! Learn how the MENTAL part of humiliation is really what gets sissies and yourself off, and how to take it to the DEEPEST levels possible via what is “explained” (and described) in these BASE, DEBASE, confessions! Learn why – well, two things – one LABELS (especially the “gay”, “straight” etc labels of so called sexuality which is VERY fluid and always shades of X and Y as I keep saying) are useless- and why these same labels when used right can take your submissive – and you – to levels of bliss youve never experienced before. Learn how you can EASILY get “straight men” to do things they would NEVER “dream of in their wildest dreams” (except they do. Hehe). Even if you arent that dominating – this book will MAKE you dominant, just by reading and understanding the utter lust behind some of the scenes, and the why’s and wherefore’s! Even if you weren’t interested in having a sissy before – you will now, and then some! Learn how to control your sissy with WORDS – this book perhaps explains the axiom of “it’s all about the mind” BETTER than anything else! And, its never about her body – or even his! Learn how external looks are basically always irrelevant – all my books teach you that – but this book teaches you more than anything else how sissies lust for COCK – and FOOT – all types, provided the MINDSET behind is devious, and uber dominant, and OPEN! (and “right” by extension!) . Learn how your having a cock – or even a foot – provided the mind is right – puts you ahead of the game automatically if you know how to USE it right! You’ll never feel so good about your body again, my friend, trust me! Learn how being slovenly is not just an excuse to be lazy – its a massive TURN on for your sissy! Learn the inner most secrets and how your sissy’s mind works, and how to use that to YOUR advantage. My significant other despite not being into BDSM has graduated from being a “simple small town girl” (like in Garima Madam … JI!) – to a “cuckoldress” and dominatrix (lifestyle) “el supreme”! Learn how body hair can be a HUGE turn on for sissies – FEMALES, you will LOVE THIS ONE, TRULY! Learn how to keep your sissy HORNY and on edge – read this with “15 ways to give him the ruined orgasm of his life … and have him SALIVATING for MORE!” … this alone is worth the price of admission. Perhaps the best part? Become the Queen – or King – you were always meant to be – in ALL areas of your life – not just sexual! The sheer CONFIDENCE you get from all this will be such a boost it will naturally permeate over into areas of your life you never thought before, like your work! And much, much more … And that, my friend is that. Yet another masterpiece (or mistress piece) from the Real Mc Coy of femdom and everything fetish related. And one you MUST have sitting on your mantelpiece, or hiding in the drawer, whichever the case might be. Here is but a SNEAK (just a peek, sissy! Hehe) PEEK at what you’ll GET – some of these writings will literally FORCE the dormant sissy out of you! Sissy Confessions, and one I’ll make to perfect Madam Megan tomorrow morning! Sissy Confession #2 – The almighty struggle NOT to cum in pant! Sissy Confession #3 – Dick and balls, my friend. Dick and balls! Sissy Confession #4 – First love, first COCK, first FOOT … Craven Depths of SUBMISSION – or perhaps sissy Confession #5 … Sissy Confessions #6– (Master Jerome’s) dangling dong! Sissy Confession #7 – More on feet – and COCK! Master’s long dong (schlong) – and I’m looking at it NOW – and Sissy confession #8! Sissy Confession #9 – I so love aggressive, dominant, BRATTY (naturally) Chinese women sTRIDING up to me, looking me in the EYE – and WHY! (not! Hehe) Sissy Confession #10 – When us submissive FREAKS call her Ma’am – and how she feels – and loves it – not – and yes! Sissy confession #11, Long thick DONGS, men shooting POWERFUL LONG LOADS – usually from thick STRAIGHT DONGS! Don’t cocks just have a way of making you forget ALL? (Sissy Confession #12, so NICE!) Sissy Confession #13 – Why sissy fags are often the best “born to suck” – at sucking – DONG! Sissy Confession #14 – The one “girlie” habit I never will/want to get rid of, and .. Sissy Confession #6! Sissy Confession #15 – On shining his dong, rigorously polishing his KNOB with SLOB – and more. Penis is just so NICE AND DOMINATING! Sissy Confession #17 – What Madam Megan didnt get about sissy, penis LOVE! Sissy Confession #18 – The effect his lovely long DONG has on me… Sissy Confession #19 I just can’t get his penis out of my mind! (and this is in a different color, rightfully so, my entire sissy self is so DEVOTED TO HIS DONG, MASTER IS SO MANLY, HIS COCK IS SO, SO, like Master Wang’s in Penis Central, SO NICE!)Oh, that cock HEAD, SIR ! PAYE LAGU, SIR, I’d kiss your feet – each toe 10 times, 100 times, all day, just to have your erect tubular LONG DONG in front of my NOSE – SO NICE! “His dick is really hard today!” (Sissy confession #20) Sissy Confession #21 – That was quite a load I pumped out last night! Sissy Confession #22 -That HEAVENLY LOAD of REAL MAN CUM! Sissy Confession #23 – Sissy Cum Dump Sissy Confession #24 – Madam, I’d kiss your dream man’s feet and suck his cock if you wanted me to . . . all for YOU! Sissy Confession #25- How Master Wangs dense, thick pubes drove me NOSE deep into levels of hitherto unfelt LUST! Sissy Confession #26 – How perfect Master Wang turned me so expertly (without trying) into the piss drinking sissy I am, always WAS! And so love to be! Sissy Confession #27 – What Master Wang taught me about my TRUE self without even trying… Master Wang stuck his lovely tongue out!! And it drove me insane with sheer utter LUST! (Sissy Confession #28) Sissy Confession #29 – Master Wang, your long lovely cock is so … NICE! Sissy Confession #30 – My highness, my lord, My MASTER, my OWNER, perfect Master Wang… Sissy Confession #31 – ABJECT, CRAVEN HUMILIATION THAT MAKES ME SHIVER WITH LUST. Malik, PAYE LAGU! And much, much more. Get this NOW. (indeed, you’ll be leaking in anticipation and FLOODING as you read. Hehe).

Book Solar Lottery

    Book Details:
  • Author : Philip K. Dick
  • Publisher : Houghton Mifflin Harcourt
  • Release : 2012-08-14
  • ISBN : 054776040X
  • Pages : 203 pages

Download or read book Solar Lottery written by Philip K. Dick and published by Houghton Mifflin Harcourt. This book was released on 2012-08-14 with total page 203 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: From the acclaimed author of Ubik—in the future, Earth’s leader is randomly chosen by a computer, but some are unwilling to leave everything to chance. In 2203 anyone can become the ruler of the solar system. There are no elections, no interviews, no prerequisites whatsoever—it all comes down to the random turns of a giant wheel. But when a new Quizmaster takes over, the old one still keeps some rights, namely the right to hire an unending stream of assassins to attempt to kill the new leader. In the wake of the most recent change in leadership, employees of the former ruler scurry to find an assassin who can get past telepathic guards. But when one employee switches sides, troubling facts about the lottery system come to light, and it just might not be possible for anyone to win. “Built up with the detail of a Heinlein and the satire of a Kornbluth.”—Anthony Boucher, author of The Case of the Crumpled Knave

Book Double take

    Book Details:
  • Author : Venetria K. Patton
  • Publisher : Rutgers University Press
  • Release : 2001
  • ISBN : 9780813529301
  • Pages : 678 pages

Download or read book Double take written by Venetria K. Patton and published by Rutgers University Press. This book was released on 2001 with total page 678 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In this important new anthology. Venetria K. Patton and Maureen Honey bring together a comprehensive scicction of texts from the Harlem Renalssance a key period in the literary and cultural history of the cultural life of the United States. The collection revolutionizes our way of viewing this era, as it redresses the ongoing emphasis on the male writers of this time. Double.Take offers a unique, balanced collection of writers - men and women, gay and straight, familiar and obscure. The editors have also included works from a wide variety of genres poetry, short stories, drama, essays, music, and art - allowing readers to understand the true interdisciplinary quality of this cultural movement. Biographical sketches of the authors are provided and most of the places are included in their entirely. Double.Take also includes artwork and illustrations, many of which are from periodicals and have never before been reprinted. Significantly, Double-Take is the first book to include music lyrics to illustrate the interrelation of various art forms. Arranged by author, rather than by genre, this anthology includes works from major Harlem Renaissance figures as well as often-overlooked essay

Book The Ladies  Repository

Download or read book The Ladies Repository written by and published by . This book was released on 1860 with total page 836 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:

Book The Sissy Girly Game  Nappy Version

Download or read book The Sissy Girly Game Nappy Version written by Terry Masters and published by AB Discovery. This book was released on 2024-03-22 with total page 88 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Jimmy had a very big problem. His sister was a bully and had a very specific game she used to torment him - The Sissy Girly Game - and he always got in trouble for it from his parents. Being caught multiple times in GoodNites and frilly girls' dresses made his life a misery until things changed. But would it be for the better or... worse? A wonderful LGBTQ story that will ultimately make you smile.

Book Shopping Assignments for the Sissy

    Book Details:
  • Author : Mistress Jessica
  • Publisher : Createspace Independent Publishing Platform
  • Release : 2016-12-05
  • ISBN : 9781540855008
  • Pages : 102 pages

Download or read book Shopping Assignments for the Sissy written by Mistress Jessica and published by Createspace Independent Publishing Platform. This book was released on 2016-12-05 with total page 102 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: So here it is the first book on shopping for the sissy it will go over some of the basics of what things are and how to go about getting them for your sissy self. Now not everything is buying stuff sometimes you have to experience some of the wonderful services that are offered to all but are mostly used by women. Also there are times when I give you a few ways of doing the assignment like Easy, Standard, or Difficult, depending upon what it is. Not always but there are some that just call out for different levels so for those of you who are a little further along than others don't get bored with the idea of it. So I hope you enjoy this book which is set up as Assignments for you so you can experience them to the fullest of you sissy abilities. God knows how sissy's love assignments, I guess they miss the whole schooling and a strong woman telling them what to do. Finally no sissy's were hurt in the writing of this book, well maybe just a few of them but they really deserved it, and in the end it was what they wanted anyway. Kisses on your pink parts Mistress Jessica

Book Sissy

Download or read book Sissy written by Jacob Tobia and published by Penguin. This book was released on 2019-03-05 with total page 338 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: THE NATIONAL BESTSELLER "Transformative ... If Tobia aspires to the ranks of comic memoirists like David Sedaris and Mindy Kaling, Sissy succeeds." --The New York Times Book Review A heart-wrenching, eye-opening, and giggle-inducing memoir about what it's like to grow up not sure if you're (a) a boy, (b) a girl, (c) something in between, or (d) all of the above. "A beautiful book . . . honest and funny."--Trevor Noah, The Daily Show "Sensational."--Tyler Oakley "Jacob Tobia is a force." --Good Morning America "A trans Nora Ephron . . . both honest and didactic." --OUT Magazine "A rallying cry for anyone who's ever felt like they don't belong." --Woman's Day As a young child in North Carolina, Jacob Tobia wasn't the wrong gender, they just had too much of the stuff. Barbies? Yes. Playing with bugs? Absolutely. Getting muddy? Please. Princess dresses? You betcha. Jacob wanted it all, but because they were "a boy," they were told they could only have the masculine half. Acting feminine labelled them "a sissy" and brought social isolation. It took Jacob years to discover that being "a sissy" isn't something to be ashamed of. It's a source of pride. Following Jacob through bullying and beauty contests, from Duke University to the United Nations to the podiums of the Methodist church--not to mention the parlors of the White House--this unforgettable memoir contains multitudes. A deeply personal story of trauma and healing, a powerful reflection on gender and self-acceptance, and a hilarious guidebook for wearing tacky clip-on earrings in today's world, Sissy guarantees you'll never think about gender--both other people's and your own--the same way again.

Book God s Plan   Our Journey   His Grace

Download or read book God s Plan Our Journey His Grace written by Maryjo Soska and published by WestBow Press. This book was released on 2012-06 with total page 138 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: This book is written from my heart to yours. I pray that it will touch your life and change your heart. Although I don't understand why my daughter Becky was taken from this life so soon, I do serve a mighty God and believe His Word and Promises are true, one of which is that I will indeed see her again in glory. Until then, please allow me to share her life with you.

Book Plays of Negro Life

Download or read book Plays of Negro Life written by Alain Locke and published by . This book was released on 1927 with total page 490 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: "The drama of negro life is developing primarily because a native American drama is in process of evolution. Thus, although it heralds the awakening of the dormant dramatic gifts of the Negro folk temperament and has meant the phenomenal rise within a decade's span of a Negro drama and a possible Negro Theatre, the significance is if anything more national than racial. For pioneering genius in the development of the native American drama, such as Eugene O'Neill, Ridgley Torrence and Paul Green, now sees and recognizes the dramatically undeveloped potentialities of Negro life and folkways as a promising province of native idioms and source materials in which a developing national drama can find distinctive new themes, characteristic and typical situations, authentic atmosphere. The growing number of successful and representative plays of this type form a valuable and significant contribution to the theatre of today and open intriguing and fascinating possibilities for the theatre of tomorrow"-- Introduction.

Book Sissy Dreams  Bad Girls

Download or read book Sissy Dreams Bad Girls written by Paul Zante and published by Paul Zante. This book was released on with total page 23 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Bad girls wear short skirts and make up… I think my day can’t get any worse after a college girl catches me watching her pleasuring herself behind the gym, and makes me wear a skirt, blouse, and lipstick. Bad girls kiss other girls… But then we’re caught by the strict headmistress and she decides that us ‘bad girls’ need to be punished. Bad girls need to be taught a lesson… I was wrong – my day could get worse.

Book Waltz with the Lady

    Book Details:
  • Author : Betina Lindsey
  • Publisher : Diversion Books
  • Release : 2015-10-18
  • ISBN : 1682301419
  • Pages : 377 pages

Download or read book Waltz with the Lady written by Betina Lindsey and published by Diversion Books. This book was released on 2015-10-18 with total page 377 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In this historical western romance by the author of Swan Bride, a Boston firebrand and a hard-riding scout discover a passion the defies the wild frontier. In the years after the Civil War, Miss India Simms leaves the comforts of Boston to preach women’s rights throughout the Wyoming Territory. The raw town of Cheyenne is a shock to the petite aristocrat and so is her guide, Gat Ransom. His rough-hewn appearance and quick, good-natured smile embodied the contradictions of the West. But his scarred, taut power set disturbing, unfamiliar feelings pounding through India’s veins. India and Ransom ride the sweeping plains and towering forests, sharing a deep need for freedom and a sensuous promise. Only when they cast off their stubborn pride would they know the bliss of pure surrender and the fiery love that burns between them.

Book Love Bites Book Two  Love to Stake Another Day

Download or read book Love Bites Book Two Love to Stake Another Day written by J. Morgan and published by Desert Breeze Publishing In. This book was released on 2009-11 with total page 317 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Lyssette Ravell finds herself smack dab in the middle of a mess her brother started. When a new threat surfaces to threaten the Vampire/Human alliance recently set in place, she finds herself teamed with Kristain Marshall, who just so happens to be her almost brother-in-law. Sent to rescue her brother Eli from the clutches of Rudolpho's daughter Valerious, Lyssette finds more than she bargained for. There's a traitor on the Vampire Council. Now, Lyssette must save her brother, root out this traitor and at the same time avoid at all cost falling in love with Kristain, the one man who could make her forget all the vows she's ever taken as an agent of the VCI.

Book Emmy and the Home for Troubled Girls

Download or read book Emmy and the Home for Troubled Girls written by Lynne Jonell and published by Macmillan + ORM. This book was released on 2010-06-08 with total page 266 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: In the irresistible sequel to Emmy and the Incredible Shrinking Rat, Emmy, Joe, and Ratty rescue other children Miss Barmy has preyed upon Emmy Addison is an ordinary girl -- almost. If you don't count the fact that her parents are rich (very), her best friend is a boy (and a soccer star), and she can talk to rodents (and they talk back), she's very ordinary indeed. But she hasn't been that way for long . . . It was only a few weeks ago that Emmy and her friends Ratty and Joe got rid of the evil Miss Barmy, the nanny who had nearly ruined Emmy's life -- and the lives of five other girls who went missing. Miss Barmy is now a rat. How much harm can she do?

Book Shelterball

    Book Details:
  • Author : D.G. Mago
  • Publisher : AuthorHouse
  • Release : 2008-11-24
  • ISBN : 1467840254
  • Pages : 412 pages

Download or read book Shelterball written by D.G. Mago and published by AuthorHouse. This book was released on 2008-11-24 with total page 412 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Dante Grabina was the latest great point guard coming out of New York City and the world seemingly was at his feet. Not unlike many before him, his dream was soon transformed when he saw nothing but dollar signs; he declined to go to college and instead chose to go straight to the NBA. Nicknamed Blur, he was physically and mentally unprepared for the NBA, and as a result, he did not last. When he tries to cash in on some easy money with an old friend from the neighborhood, he is arrested and spends five long years in jail. Shelterball picks up years later when, unhappy with his tedious life, Blur attempts to turn it around. At the age of 35, he applies and is accepted to college. While he is there, he pushes himself to be a better student and citizen. Focusing on educating himself and gaining a broader worldview, he is approached by the basketball coach who remembers him from years ago and convinces him to come try out for the team. With basketball back in his life, he gradually transforms from the selfish boy of his youth to the selfless, empathetic man that he always saw and admired in his father. Moreover, once his championship pedigree on the court transitions to the real world, he begins a journey where loyalty, honor, friendship, and a man’s word become more valuable than money or fame. Shelterball is about Blur's struggle with his family, his friends, a woman that he becomes involved with who is in an abusive relationship, and most importantly himself.

Book Official Gazette of the United States Patent and Trademark Office

Download or read book Official Gazette of the United States Patent and Trademark Office written by and published by . This book was released on 2002 with total page 1042 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt:

Book Finally Ben

    Book Details:
  • Author : Benjamin Melzer
  • Publisher : Eden Books - ein Verlag der Edel Verlagsgruppe
  • Release : 2020-04-28
  • ISBN : 395910300X
  • Pages : 190 pages

Download or read book Finally Ben written by Benjamin Melzer and published by Eden Books - ein Verlag der Edel Verlagsgruppe. This book was released on 2020-04-28 with total page 190 pages. Available in PDF, EPUB and Kindle. Book excerpt: Yvonne has always been real tomboy. She doesn't care for girly stuff and likes to give herself boy names. When she hits puberty she realizes: She loves girls, but does not feel like a lesbian but rather that she is living in the wrong body. It takes another five years before Yvonne embarks on the long and painful path of transitioning. After hormone treatment and 14 operations, Benjamin "Ben" Melzer arrives in his own true life. He now uses his athletic talent as a fitness coach and model. Benjamin Melzer talks bluntly about his painful path, failed penis prosthesis operations, emotional lows and how he fought his way back to the surface. With his story he wants to encourage other affected people and parents of transgender children.